My computer at home sux, every 10 minutes there will be a pop-up on the side bar saying that my computer is infected by a virus so tht why I rarely get a chance to sit down for a long time and let you all know what's going on with me.  I may decide to break down and send it over to pc clinic for a 2nd time reformat. Until I have time to sit down and update you all, just know that I'm doing fine and that I'm loving life here. There's a lot of things that I wanted to type but I refuse to do so because I better not. Some things are better unsaid right? Just wanna know though...have you guys ever been in a situation where you IN a relationship but still wanting to have some space for yourself? What I mean by space here is...a time for you to just go out with your friends and have fun without tagging your gf/bf along. Adakah orang buat catu? or am I the only one yang buat cematu?

I realized that I'm the type of guy who once in a while needs to SHUT EVERYTHING OFF and concentrate more on my life and most importantly my family. Some people just dont understand me. Yeah...sure I can be all lovey dovey with my gf 24/7 but at some point I realised I've been neglecting my family and friends as well. I spent more time with her but less time with my friends and family. AND when I do realise that then it's the time for me to SHUT EVERYTHING OFF and try to balance it. Salahkah tu? yes I'm asking you people who reading my blog right now...salahkah? Am i like...a boifen yang penyampai hati leaving his gf alone? I'm sure she needs her space too but I'm just so pissed off when I need the time she'll accuse me for not loving her anymore and ada bini-bini lain and stuff. For god's sake...kalau aku ani kan begila bah...dari awal udah ku begila sama bini-bini lain. Indaku kan sibuk-sibuk kan membali a promise ring untuk ia as a reminder for her She's the only ONE for me but yeah...I dont think she appreciate what I've done selama ani.  Apa pun reason yang ku bagitau pasal apa I need the time alone there will be always a reason for her to deny that. I thot being together for 2 years ani fahamtah ia udah, rupanya alum. Ok there you go...for those of you who thinks we are the perfect couple...we're not. I did my best and she does her part but hey...you'll never know when will be the next tide hit your 24/7 mushi-mushi world.


For that special someone:

If you think I'm shutting you off because I've another girl...I dare you to proof it to me.
If you think I'm doing ths for the sake's of my family only then all I have to say - Babu is sick!
If you think I'm selfish then maybe I'm bacause I'm just too tired to be a super nice guy.
If you think for the past 1 week of no messagin and mz calling each other is not making me rindu and nyaman tidur malam then I'll proof you wrong! I miss you so badly.
If you think I had a great time-out with my friends during ths break time then I have to agree with you on that BUT going out with you is much more fun and I miss that.